The tragedy, in my mind, of my
first pregnancy was gestational diabetes (GD). This is a pretty common
pregnancy complication that can usually be kept under control with diet and exercise
although, some women do have to test their blood sugar and take insulin shots.
Mine was very mild but required a very strict diet.
I felt robbed. I was pregnant and
looking forward to sending my husband out for junk food at the whims of my
cravings. I was going to eat without thinking and enjoy every fattening minute.
When I found out I was pregnant for
the second time, I began preparing for my diagnosis of GD by eating everything
put in front of me, or in front of someone I knew, or in front of someone in my
line of sight. I lamented my pending fate to friends and family. Sympathetic
women began to pray for me and I began to pray for myself, that diabetes wouldn’t
be a factor in this pregnancy. Now it’s not and I have the thighs to prove it.
I am 27 weeks along in my second
pregnancy and weigh the same amount I weighed when I gave birth to my son.
Guess who doesn’t have GD this pregnancy! This chick (my thumbs pointing at me). A couple of things have gone awry. I was
convinced that since I had diabetes with my last pregnancy, I would likely have
it with this one as well. I threw myself a gluttonous pity party that lasted
for weeks (put a month or two on it) once I found out I was pregnant. The plan
was to get all strict once I was actually confirmed to have diabetes. But until
then, it was a free for all smorgasbord.
Apparently, I need the threat of
pregnancy complications hanging over my head to muster a modicum of
self-control when it comes to food while pregnant. One of the most sufficiently motivating complications
that can be caused by GD is a large baby. I don’t think I need to explain why
this bit of information has motivating qualities. As it is, my prayers were answered and this pregnancy
is so far, a very healthy one and I am very grateful. You might even say I am very jolly. Scratch
that. You may think that I am ‘jolly,’ but for your own safety, don’t say it.
That isn’t a threat; it’s an honest warning from a hormonal hungry girl who has
shaky self-control.
Now, if only I can keep myself and any one I come in contact
with, away from chips!
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